Happiness is out of reach
Every day I do beseech
For earnest love and affection
Feeling only cold rejection
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Making it simple to believe
That I am weak and undeserving
Worth no ones time or their serving
Make no mistake about my resolve
I am still growing and will evolve
Soft feelings change to anger swift
Cut my anchor be left adrift
Solitude on a sea of tears
Drowning alone in all my fears
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